OK maybe you got to hate anxiety and today was one of those days where I couldn’t calm myself down at all. I wish people understood what anxiety feels like.
I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety / Social anxiety since I was 15 and yeah I can deal with depression but the anxiety it’s the bain of my life. I was hoping to sort it out with some good old therapy this year since I’m 40 next year but no Covid 19 fucked that up for me and yeah this time of year is annoying for me. I hate shopping and I hate having to be social! Just call me the grinch 🙂
Anyway, tomorrow is a new day. I think I’ll take some time off social media because well it’s toxic af and get on with doing stuff on here and on another website that I want to get running. I also need to start thinking of Christmas presents!!
I know this was short but honestly I didn’t want to let myself down and not write anything.
But till the next time!