So, can we say a big fuck it to this year? Yes, I’ve been missing in action mostly because I’ve not been feeling my best due to the wonderful thing known as COVID 19. No, I haven’t suffered with it but if I was honest with myself I do feel I’ve had a slight decline with my mental health and I don’t know if I’m just kidding myself about it or just coming to terms with the fact that this is my bran and this is how it’s going to be.
I really wanted this year to be something special. I’m 40 next year so thought I’d start going to the gym and making myself look a little bit more like a human and less like Jabba the Hutt and yes I’d like to go back but due to distancing restrictions, my small gym can’t open again which sucks. I don’t think I’ve put too much weight one but I’m not going to say I haven’t put any on. I will admit though I’ve started eating salads more which I never really enjoyed before so maybe there’s an upside to this.
I need to do more exercise though and I know I do but it’s very had when your motivation is down the drain. This is why I’ve only just started my website again. I finally got into doing my artwork again. I’m hoping to sell them on this website although that negative thought in my head says no one will buy them but hey who knows. If I don’t try then I’ll never know!
I’m already excited about next year! Hopefully, get doing the things that I was going to do this year which was mostly see the Hollywood Vampires on tour and go to fan conventions and celebrate my 40th birthday in Denmark. I’m hoping that things may be a little bit better than it has been with COVID 19. I do miss doing things that I normally do but hey you gotta do what you gotta do right? I mean the idea of getting COVID 19 scares me to death and no matter what you think I personally wouldn’t want to get it.
Anyway, this website is currently a work in progress there are a few pages that I need to write but I thought I would say hello and kind of start blogging again and yes I’m just going to try and be less worried about posting things and go with the flow
We will see how that goes
Till the next time