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Life, Death and Moving Forward

My grandad died on 30th September and that’s why I haven’t posted much really. It was unexpected to some degree but he was 93 as well and yeah i didn’t really want to write about it at the time. He had a heart attack and luckily my parents were visiting so they got him to […]

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Mentally Speaking

Freaking out about nothing.

Or at least over things that I can actually do something about is the dumbest thing my brain enjoys putting me through. At the end of last week my social anxiety once again was kicking my ass in the most stupid way and yes I let it happen untill I had a word with myself. […]

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A Danish Holiday and New Social Media links

So I was away for a week and two days in the land of the Vikings. I LOVE DENMARK. I’ve been 11 times now and its like a home from home for me even though I can’t speak Danish. We were in Jutland which is the largest part of Denmark and was staying in a […]

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Photography

Getting back into photography

I haven’t really been into photography in AGES even though I’m qualified to be somewhat of a photographer. I got into photography in 2000 after being seriously ill with depression and anxiety this was before digital really took over so we did a lot of black and white darkroom stuff it was awesome and I’d […]

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Mentally Speaking

See you in a while Twitter

I’m currently trying to stay away from Twitter at the moment. I don’t hate it I just know it’s not doing me any good and I need some me time and some self-care. I try to do this every so often but I get sucked back into it but I’m gonna try to take a […]

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Mentally Speaking

Lets talk about CBD oil and other things!

So I wrote in this post that I was going to try CBD oil and I thought I’d write up about my experience and I’ll be honest it didn’t do anything great for me in fact it made me feel worse off so I stopped taking it as I didn’t want to make myself ill. […]

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It’s already been a meh kinda week.

I’m sitting here and listening to the rain. It’s hard to think that this time last year it was so hot that the moors just outside of Manchester had combusted into flames. I don’t know if I miss that heat though but we are sure making up for last year with all the rain we […]

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OK See you May hello June!

Yes, it’s now nearly the 1st of June and I’m really shit at blogging. But honestly May is one of them months where I don’t feel I have time to blog ( ahem excuses) it’s my birthday then I went to my yearly Marvel fan convention THEN the weekend after that I got to see […]

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Getting older 😧

I was officially 38 years old yesterday! Yes, 2 years off the big 4 0 and I’m actually looking forward to it all if I’m honest. I get that people may be amazed at this but getting diagnosed at the age of 15 with depression and anxiety it was actually hard to enjoy birthdays and […]

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Not ready for Avengers: Endgame

I’ve been avoiding all the interviews and promotional stuff that’s been going on for Avengers: Endgame which is daft right but honestly I’m not sure I’m ready to say goodbye to The Avengers as I decided to go to Manchester to see it on the Imax and in 3d and now I’m thinking if that […]